A Chaotic Masterpiece

This is my Tumblr.

There are many like it.
But this one is mine.

My name is Tyler Kianka, and this is my Tumblr/Blog.

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I've always been one of the quiet ones, usually in the back of the room and avoiding nearly everyone at any cost.
I've always been like this, but throughout the years I've found my way of making friends, sometimes with fellow quiet kids and others with a variety of different people.

I was brought up to be respectful, kind, and courteous.
All of which I am.
Even if you hate them, respect your enemy.

Although I never payed full attention throughout school, I'm no dummy and can honestly say I'm rather smart.

My social anxiety isn't drastic, I can still go to public places, be around crowds of people, but I do have my limits.

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When your isolated or alone for most of the time you tend to do a lot of thinking as would most likely be assumed.
Sometimes good, others bad, but you observe and learn more regardless of what it may be.

Is it worth it?
To spend so much time thinking, analyzing, dreaming..
I would rather be dead then mind/soul-less.
At least then I wouldn't be monotonous as another sheep in the herd.

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My imagination, as I can also proudly and honestly say, is very much alive and kicking.

Drawing use to be what I did alot of during school, but I also did a fair amount of writing as well.

Nowadays I hardly draw anymore but continue to write be it my perspective, thoughts, ideas, feelings, or whatever else.

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I am very philosophical and although I don't know much about or of philosophy, I am as much a philosopher as I am human.

I tend to play devil's advocate a lot and I've learned that sometimes you cant just stay in the middle and have to take a side.

But considering I have trouble making decisions as it is, going with one way or side as oppose to the other/s can be excruciatingly difficult.

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I have a colorful variety of friends of different personalities, standpoints, views, etc.

All of which I am glad to know and have a relationship with, even when I tend to stray adrift at times.

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I realize that writing is not just something I can choose to do or avoid, it is apart of who I am.

When speech fails, writing never does.
When actions can not, it can.

It is voice, thought, feeling, idea, passion, view, and so much more all combined.

To write is to breathe, and although I may hold my breath some times, I can never hold it forever.
I must write, because I live.
And perhaps I may even live, to write.

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But, anyways..
I hope you enjoy what I present and even if you do not so long as I make you think, have you feel, be it good or bad, then I am happy to have done so.

Me.

Anyone who I know would tell you, if you ask

‘He’s not like most people’

And it’s the God-Damn Truth.

My name is Tyler Kianka

And I Want to become a Writer

I’m at a point in my life where there are soo many opportunities for me, that I am practically lost in bewilderment

Fortunately, I have some rough ideas and thoughts as to what I want out of my life, and for my future to be

I need to start working on my life too

For I have put it off

For far

Too

I try to describe myself in as few words as possible, but no matter what I always find it impossible.

Because to be honest, I don’t know anyone quite like myself

Don’t get me wrong, I know Plenty of interesting and unique people

But I can never Know them like I do Me

My Imagination is something that never ceases to amaze me

I believe the human-mind is the most amazing thing on the planet, next to the universe itself

Because really, it Is a Universe-In-Itself

I’m a Thinker, always have, always will be.

I’m interested in a variety of subjects and matters

The long list includes: Philosophy, Psychology, Humor, Destiny, Will, Magic, Science, Video Games, Dreaming, Day-Dreaming, Spirituality, Morals, Ethics, Diversity, Uniqueness, Rarity, Soul, etc.

I’m not sure what else to write about me right now, but I’m sure I’ll think of more later.

If you want, feel free to ask me something or message me (however you call it on here) as I am always welcome to meeting new people even if I am anti-social in person

Well, until later then.